Not Unmissing Thing

          Here I am. In the drink station that says the place where friends meet. The place where there is a set of living room for squad to sit there. The one like in serial tv show f.r.i.e.n.d.s. A set of living room with no gap, three of four of it surrounded by yellow wall. And there is another set of guest place with three arm chairs for three people. And in the other side there are four dining tables complete with four chairs in each. Right behind my back I have a friend in my classmate with her friends and they talk about their stuff that I can blurry hear. And I am here in the solo table for solo costumer facing the wall with study table and study lamp, complete with place to charge the one that I really need an hour ago. Sitting there and drink my Jasmine milk tea. 

          I found this good place, couple months before I leave this city. Okay basically not only me who found it, I found it with my exchange student buddy when we went here after wandering around. This city have no public transportation where I should go here by biking for thirty minutes or an hour walk but five minutes by car. Neat city with cars only. Well mostly, because I just saw ten motorcycles in this past eight months. Rarely I saw someone went biking or walking so I become the real alien now biking to some places by myself. It's not easy to find the sideway here and I always need maps in nowadays technology call phone. 

          Thirty minutes pass by, I order espresso double shot and I start to play 'Go' by myself and my rules. Because I don't really understand that Chinese Game but it says it's easier than chess then why not? Random thought came by, starts from my future college, what business that I should take and so on. It starts from my friends back home that keep telling me about senior year there. They said it's hard, a lot of stuff to do and duh. And I'm here try not to think about it but I do. I'm still struggling here and then in the couple months I will have an unsolve puzzle that never ever solve because there will be something missing after this year. Awesomely two homes that always be my home and I can't never bring either one of them to my the other home or fulfill my will to have both of them right there together with me. And my espresso done now.